I'm currently watching Animal Planet and finding ambition to make a kitty ranch.

because i needed something to laugh at and make me piss myself alittle

Unemployment state by state

See where your state ranks.

The national unemployment rate rose to 4.6 percent in January from 4.5 in December. The unemployment rate for those with a college degree or higher rose even more, climbing to 2.1 percent from 1.9 percent in the December reading. The state numbers below are for December and were released on Jan. 23.

State unemployment, December 2006
Rank State Rate
1 HAWAII 2.0
2 UTAH 2.6
3 MONTANA 2.9
3 VIRGINIA 2.9
5 WYOMING 3.0
6 NEBRASKA 3.1
7 IDAHO 3.2
7 NORTH DAKOTA 3.2
7 SOUTH DAKOTA 3.2
10 FLORIDA 3.3
11 DELAWARE 3.4
12 IOWA 3.5
12 NEW HAMPSHIRE 3.5
14 ALABAMA 3.6
15 NEW MEXICO 3.8
15 OKLAHOMA 3.8
15 VERMONT 3.8
18 MARYLAND 3.9
19 COLORADO 4.0
19 NEW YORK 4.0
21 ARIZONA 4.1
21 ILLINOIS 4.1
23 CONNECTICUT 4.2
23 MINNESOTA 4.2
23 NEW JERSEY 4.2
26 LOUISIANA 4.3
27 NEVADA 4.4
28 KANSAS 4.5
28 TEXAS 4.5
30 GEORGIA 4.6
30 PENNSYLVANIA 4.6
32 MAINE 4.7
32 TENNESSEE 4.7
34 CALIFORNIA 4.8
34 INDIANA 4.8
36 MISSOURI 4.9
36 NORTH CAROLINA 4.9
36 WISCONSIN 4.9
39 WASHINGTON 5.0
40 ARKANSAS 5.1
40 WEST VIRGINIA 5.1
42 KENTUCKY 5.2
42 RHODE ISLAND 5.2
44 MASSACHUSETTS 5.3
45 OREGON 5.4
46 OHIO 5.6
47 DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA 6.3
48 SOUTH CAROLINA 6.6
49 ALASKA 6.7
50 MICHIGAN 7.1
51 MISSISSIPPI 7.5

God I feel sick right now. My stomach and I haven’t really been agreeing with each other lately. I guess maybe my diet should be more then just cigarettes, juice, and water. My appetite has been limited lately though; nothing seems to be appealing to me anymore.

I have a job now. I refuse to disclose where though. It depresses me knowing that I have lowered myself to it. Sure, the people are ok, but it’s a minimum wage paying job that reeks of hell. Literally.

I listen to nothing but sappy, depressing music lately. I feel like a bit more modern Sylvia Plath… Dear Christ, what is wrong with me?

“In the Tibetan philosophy, Sylvia Plath sense of the word. I know we're all dying. But you're not dying the way Chloe back there is dying” - Jack (Fight Club)

Perfectly describes right now.

“Death is a very dull, dreary affair, and my advice to you is to have nothing whatsoever to do with it.” - W. Somerset Maugham

God I love Maugham. Amazing writer.

This concludes my little rant. Good night.

I hope i get a job this week. I think so much stress will go away knowing i will have a new paycheck coming from someplace.

I want to lose 30lbs this week. far out there, but, maybe if i only eat lettus and soy... it JUST might happen. I need food. im not that despriate... not to mention, im a stoner haha.

I want to help everyone around me because i need someone else to be happy or atleast. Make their life a little better...

P.S. <3 (I'm not sure if they even realize it)

Set aside from being ungodly angery, frustrated, violent, and addicted... I still have a couple good things to look forward to.

I have alot of bad feelings that things wount work out... but,i know im a nutcase and im just imagening things. everything will be fine.

Im sure this week i will get a job. I applyed at over 10 places last week. Im pretty sure I will atleast get one call...

Being optamistic is probably best for me right now.

I'm in love and I don't want my heart broken... I think thats probably my biggest worry. BUT!!!!, i know i wount be :3

me and addiction run hand-in-hand. I think its better that way.

Im not going to change, get used to me or get rid of me.

I like to punch people in the face :D

most of all. I have a hot ass.

Hmm... bottle.. joint... stoned look... green hair... wonder who the fuck this is?

Here is the story...I went to ozzfest yesterday, it was awesome and i even waited an hour for everyone to leave so i wouldnt have to deal with drunk drivers and traffic.. well, i ended up getting hit by a drunk driver.. IN THE PARKING LOT.. so, now, I have a bent rim from bouncing off of the womens car, my fender bent in to a 90 degree L compleatly under my car and my bumper is just messed up... My car is pretty tuff, concitering the womens door was hardly able to open and her front end is pretty messed up.

anyway...

Where is a good auto body place in Ann Arbor to take my poor little 95 Ford Taurus to?

( This is the damage if you want to see )